There is that which is and that which is to be. That which is, which is my present job, is heading towards extinction while that which is to be is open to interpretation from the point where I am at now, which is a vastly different point from where I was then, when I initially took the job. Taking a job similar to the one I chose then is not a decision I will revisit.
So what now? The field of potential, previously closed and/or muted, opens once again and choice is offered.
Every stage in life presents different sections which need be negotiated, each section containing peculiar variables, preferences, and needs. During this stage, it's like all these balls peculiar to the present mindset I have are in the air and are being juggled, dropped on the floor, then picked up again. They must be incorporated and the feat mastered for the show to go on.
Readjustment is a process of seeing what fits, trying things on, using one's imagination, employing extrapolation, and visualizing potentials. Basically, it's using all the tools available in order to create the best possible outcome, for the best possible outcome is always highly desired but what if your imagination is limited by what you can't conceive of, for so much exists in the field of potential that is unknown?
Certainly this is true in many areas, in jobs, in physical locations, in relationships with people, so what determines outcome? All you can do is put one foot in front of the other and take steps towards uncertain but sensed goals. Really, expand into the possibilites as much as you can for you can't imagine what further doors may open to you by simply walking through the first one. There's always more.
Adding to this is the call of the soul to fulfill one’s purpose for being here as part of the Grand Design. Certainly we have some say in which roles we play but oft times there are agreements we have made to be at certain places at certain times in order to have experiences and have affects on others and outcomes because we are all butterflies that impinge on the fabric of existence and if we can do so in tune with the conductor what a symphony we can be a part of, ideally.
This has always been my goal, to play my part in perfect harmony with the source of creation, but ne'r am I (or you) limited to only one role. We are asked again and again if we would like to do this or take part in that for the fabric of the living tapestry is ever changing and actions might be required of us this day, tomorrow, or perhaps next week or for months on end. Any volunteers?
It's like we have agreed to do certain things but also have leeway to change our minds so if you think you're working at an ordinary job or living somewhere that's not what you would consider optimal there's more behind what you see with your eyes and hear with your ears as to what's really going on.
I am continuously astounded that this is not at the forefront of people's minds, the fact that life is magical and never the opposite but if you watch mainstream media you'd think otherwise, that nothing of what I have been relating is occurring. Theirs is the dull version of events. Perhaps you should 'change the channel' and tune into a different story. Just a suggestion.
'Cuz to me it couldn't be any more black and white. Either reality is just an accident of evolution, where we glimpse our surroundings and culture with temporary self awareness or this is an ongoing, incredibly complicated dance of energies heading towards a positive, expanding, and never ending journey beyond the reaches of time.